" if nothing else I hope you know that I love you woth every ounce of my being. I hope you realize your importance to not only me but to everyone who has been lucky enough to know you. I hope you know that when you’re feeling down I only ever strive for your happiness.i hope you know that no matter what I am always here for you and fully intend on staying in your life for quite some time. I hope you recognize the fact that I appreciate and adore you with out with restraints, and that this will never change"

IM.JUST LYING TO MYSELF TO MAKE IT ALL SEEM BETTER. I WILL DENY MYSELF ANY EMOTION I EVER HAD FOR YOU SO I DONT GET HURT. SO I DONT HAVE TO FEEL MY FUCKING HEART BEING PEIRCED BY A REALALITY I NEVER WANTED TO KNOW.

YOU ACT LIKE YOURE THE ONLY ONE HURT YOU FUCKING DOUCHE. DONT YOU FUCKING REALIZE WHAT IVE DONE FOR YOU. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IM ONLY TRYING TO FIX MY SELF BUT I FEEL LIKE YOU’RE TRYING TO TEAR AWAY AT WHAT LITTLEE I HAVE LEFT OF MY SELF.